As a child, I would run away from the beatings, from the obscene words, and always knew that if I could run far enough, then any leaf, any insect, any bird, any breeze could bring me to my true home. I knew I did not belong among people. Whatever they hated about me was a human thing; the imaginary world has always loved me. I can’t remember when it was otherwise. But I have been emotionally crippled by this.

I go through the motions of living in society, but never feel a part of it. I decided, very early on, just to accept life unconditionally; I never expected it to do anything special for me, yet I seemed to accomplish far more than I had ever hoped. Most of the time it just happened to me without my ever seeking it.

I‘m not the girl that gets all the guys. I’m not the girl that gets told she’s beautiful everyday. I’m not the girl everyone wants to talk to. I’m the girl that says the wrong things, is awkward, and is maybe even a little weird. But I’m okay with that, because that’s me. And I like me.

Just because I liked something at one point in time doesn’t mean I’ll always like it, or that I have to go on liking it at all points in time as an unthinking act of loyalty to who I am as a person, based solely on who I was as a person. To be loyal to myself is to allow myself to grow and change, and challenge who I am and what I think.

I love Art, without art the crudeness of reality would make the world unbearable. I love to draw. The only thing I know is that I draw because I need to, and I draw whatever passes through my head without any other consideration.

I am incredibly fascinated by the Universe and the prefect design of everything in this world and out of it, showing that it clearly didn’t come from an explosion or molecular accident, because perfection can never come from accidents. I am a Christian and I love Jesus Christ, but I also have a passion for science.

I’m probably the most curious human being on this Earth, I love cats but I don’t own one, I only have a little dog named Lolo because he isn’t very smart, in spanish ¨Lolo¨ can be used as ¨silly.¨ It isnt a common term, but it fits him.

The name is Vanessa, I’m 21 years old, and I’m from Costa Rica.

There are monsters in my head and I'm in love.

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  1. Niel Assassin avatar

    On Fri, Sep 5, 2014 at 4:59 PM, Niel Assassin said:

    u remember me! Its like 2 years! A lot of ups and downs in 2 years princess! Wbu?

  2. Niel Assassin avatar

    On Wed, Sep 3, 2014 at 8:47 AM, Niel Assassin said:

    Omg! Princess its you!

  3. TSwizzle4Life avatar

    On Wed, Sep 3, 2014 at 2:28 AM, TSwizzle4Life said:

    Thanks for the friend request,nice to meet you.

  4. hn9473 avatar

    On Mon, Sep 1, 2014 at 6:13 AM, hn9473 said:

    Hi thanks for the friend request :-) How are you???
    I hope you have a great time B-)

  5. Deletedaccount0000 avatar

    On Mon, Sep 1, 2014 at 2:19 AM, Deletedaccount0000 said:

    Thanks for the request :)

  6. Meredithloves1989 avatar

    On Sun, Aug 31, 2014 at 7:39 AM, Meredithloves1989 said:

    Hi, thanks for the friend request! ;)

  7. Fearless Glory Days avatar

    On Mon, Aug 12, 2013 at 4:30 PM, Fearless Glory Days said:

    hey nessa how have you been ? :)

  8. MenX avatar

    On Sat, Jan 26, 2013 at 1:18 PM, MenX said:

    heyyy where are you??

  9. MenX avatar

    On Mon, Jan 14, 2013 at 9:53 PM, MenX said:

    where are you?hmmm..

  10. MenX avatar

    On Wed, Jan 9, 2013 at 1:33 AM, MenX said:

    hey..where are you now..hh

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