I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe.
I can't believe it's been a year today since we spent the whole day together driving round town in your car with the radio blasting. We were laughing so much and you were so nice to me. I feel like I can remember every detail of that day-you were wearing your black polo shirt, I was wearing my blue shirt. You forgot to turn in for my street and tried to pass it off like you'd done it on purpose so you could see the back of my house.
It's so hard to think that you probably don't even remember this. I feel like you've forgotten everything that happened last summer, from the way we came together to the way we fell apart, and it makes me so sad to feel like I wasn't significant. I won't lie, it's hard seeing you every weekend, especially when you talk to her right in front of me and flirt with her when you know I loved you so much. Sometimes I feel like I've moved on from you, but the little things you do pull me back in. I honestly don't feel like I'll ever be over you, but I want to be so much so I can move on with my life.
(Sorry, I just had to get this off my chest, and I can't talk to him because of all of this and I just needed to vent)