Never Grow Up
I can relate to this song so much. It's the song that relates to me the most out of all of Taylor's songs. I am terrifed for highschool, and I never ever want to grow up. I don't know what I'm going to do at the grade 8 graduation in June. I don't want to cry in front of everyone at school but I know I will be crying alot this summer because I don't want to grow up. This song couldn't have come at a better time too. I started to get more and more upset about growing up the summer before grade 7 because I was scared to be downstairs (grade 3-6 is upstairs and 1-2 and 7-8 are downstairs). I just was upset in general about it too. So when I read a list of the tracklist that they released officially in August or September for the Speak Now album, I was surprised because I read a song named, "Never Grow Up". I felt depressed and sad and this song made me feel a bit better, because I knew I wasn't alone, and that my idol has felt the same way too at times.
I'm trying to savour these last few months of school, because I'm really sad and I don't want to go to highschool. I don't want to grow up. Alot of the kids in grade 8 at my school are going to the biggest main highschool and then only like maybe 6-10 of us are going to the smallest highschool. Some of the kids are mean and are rude sometimes, but I'm really going to miss some of them. I've been with most of them for 9 years, and yes I have Facebook (I don't really go on it) but I'm going to miss seeing them at school everyday. I know I probably might meet more people at my highschool, but I'm upset I won't see quite a few of my classmates, well, forever. Because I'm shy, I don't have a phone and I wouldn't ever hang out with any of them, so I guess it'll be my goodbyes forever.
I feel better sometimes about the whole thing (growing up), but sometimes I get really down and I cry alot.