*who you are is not what you did, you're still an innocent
What im about to tell you is really hard for me to say. im not saying this to get attention just so people can hear my story and maybe itll help someone else. so here we go:
For the last two years of my life, i have been cutter. I cut my wrists and arms to try and release pain. im only 15 and i already have scars that will last a lifetime. If something bad happens, thats my first instinct. I know its stupid but i dont know. Its just the first thing that comes to my mind. Ive always been a T.Swift fan and was listening to speak now when it first came out. i skipped one song that i didnt know would change my life. The song was innocent. i just passed over it. then one night my ipod was on shuffle and Innocent came on. as soon as the first lyrics started i was crying. throughout the whole song i bawled. the second verse was exactly how i felt. I was on the floor crying, and crying, and crying.before i had been at the point when i just didnt want to be here anymore. i wanted to dissapear. this son made me realize that it didnt matter what i had done. that my cutting didnt define me. I know that im innocent now. so If you actually read these, thanks taylor. you helped save my life with one song. i am extremely grateful.