Suffering of Taylor's abstinence
I mean...There's been more than one year since the release of Speak Now. The world tour is over. The songs are already memorized in our minds. The seconds are passing SO slowly.
I really miss the hapiness and the excitement I felt waiting in line for the concert, dancing around my room, waking up in the middle of the night just to hear a new single, being surprised with a new video, begging my mom to fly 12 hours just to see a 2-hour concert and freaking out at the CD store when I see Taylor's face on the shelf.
This feelings are the best a person can feel and I miss them a lot. Being a fan is the most spectacular thing. The unconditional love you feel for this stranger, for a person from another country is just CRAZY! You just do anything for her. And you're just so thankful for all the things she does. YOU'RE THANKFUL JUST FOR THE FACT OF HER EXISTENCE. But you still don't believe this person is real. You hug her, see her, meet her and it doesn't seem real. That's the craziest feeling! She's your friend, but she doesn't know you. She helps you go through the craziest things with her songs and lyrics, but they weren't made for you, so how can she get you so perfectly? How can a person ever understand this feeling? Is this even possible? Do all the swifties feel this way? I hope so or I'll start to believe I'm crazy. haha
I just can't wait for her next CD, tour, videos, movies...I need Taylor. I love her.