My First Blog On Taylor Connect!
Hi. I am not sure what to write so I guess I will write some about myself and some about Taylor. I am Cassandra. I am 24 years old and my Birthday is September 30th.
I love music,animals,children,movies,internet,Television,video games and art.
I love some other things too but, those are are my most favorite things.
It is a hot summer here in Minnesota where I live. The winters are bad. I don't get to go anywhere most of the time I just stay inside. I wished that I could visit many different places. I have never been to a concert in my life and I dream of going to some concerts someday. I haven't watched a movie in a movie theatre in 10 years and counting. I love the rain.
I have danced in the rain and sometimes I will just stand in the rain and let it pour on me.
I don't like thunder or lightning but, just love it when it rains. Sometimes it rains too much for me but, I can't really get enough rain when it is so hot in the summer. I wish I could cool off by going swimmimg but, unfortunately I haven't gone swimming in many years. I have no money to go anywhere or do anything these days. It has been this way for years. I don't drive and where I live there is no public transportation so I get rides sometimes from my grandma but, not to many places. I want to get a job but, it is hard because of the transportation situation.I don't even have any people that I can hang out with! No people friends only online friends that live far away and I have cats for friends, I feel like giving up and waiting for things to either get worse or just wait for my life to be over. I want things to get better but, they haven't. I have too many problems in my life and It would take to long to list them all and some are very personal but, just know my life truly sucks and I know other people have it worse than me and I am fortunate enough to have a place to live and be able to get food and the basic living necessities but, I have to rely on others for them and it isn't usually good to rely on others because they might let you down and you are on your own and stuck in a worse situation.
The things in life that keep me going are cats,music,my mom, and the internet and art.
There are alot of inspiring songs and stories I have heard and they make me hopeful that some good things will happen for me but, I think I am a lost cause and my life won't get better but, the music relaxes me and makes me happy. It is like an escape from my life.
I can focus on the music and just not think about my problems. I really look up to those singers and song writers who have been through a hard time and they made it through and sing about it and share their story with the world. That is one of tthe reasons why I love Taylor Swift. She sings about her life and her experiences. She helps people through her music.
Well I guess I rambled on enough! Not like anyone will actually read this. I am use to being ignored. Just thought I should write a blog. Also where I live it is Agust 7th 2012.
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