"I Don't Wish (I Didn't Still Think About You)"
So this probably isn't like super amazing or anything, but it's probably one of the only 2 personal songs I've actually written. I've written A LOT, but this and one another one (about my Grandpa) are the only two I've written from experiences I've had. ANYWAY, this song is about (and it is exaggerated a little) a girl I knew about 2, 3 years ago. I was VERY close friends with her over Youtube and I never actually even got to see her face, but I had feelings for her. But one day, after a lot of stuff had gone down, she closed her accounts and vanished without a goodbye. I never told her how I felt, but I think we both kinda knew and it wouldn't work out anyway cause she lives many states away. But yeah...I was pretty sad for a while that she vanished and I still think about her a lot so...this song is about her. Like I said, it's kinda exaggerated a bit but...for the most part, it's how I feel I guess. I know it was just a friendship over the internet and often times those aren't what you'd call real friendships or real feelings but...I would have to disagree with that. So yeah...it's not super amazing but I hope you like it anyway! If it sucks, tell me so I can make it better! :) Wow...I kinda typed a lot there...but here you go!
Beginning:
You’re the girl I never knew
But I hope you loved me too
Verse 1:
I listen to our song (Bluebell)
I smile like a fool everytime
And I fall for you again every time I think of you
And I think about you all the time
I don’t wish to never see you again
And I don’t wish I never loved you
I don’t wish I didn’t still think about you
Chorus 1:
Far or near, you’re still here (Always)
Good or bad, I can’t forget what we had (Memories Never Die)
3 years gone, I still wish upon every dawn (Everyday)
And I just want to say what I never said (I Forgive You)
And tell you that I still think about you
Verse 2:
I relive our conversations (Happiness)
I smile like a fool every time
Cause I want to run to California every time I think of you
And I think about you all the time
I don’t wish to take back anything
I don’t wish I never knew you
I don’t wish I didn’t still think about you
Chorus 2:
Far or near, you’re still here (Forever)
Good or bad, I can’t forget what we had (We Live On)
3 years gone, I still wish upon every dawn (Sunrise With You)
And I just want to say what I never said (I’m Sorry)
And tell you that I still think about you
Bridge:
You left, disappeared, shattered me like a fallen glass (I was never mad)
So I, sometimes, lay by myself on the lonely grass
I stare at the sky and see you in every cloud (The picture I never saw)
Like it’s the space between you and I, a shroud
So I close my eyes and I feel your hand slide into mine (Perfection)
Like everything’s right, like the stars finally align
But then I open my eyes, and you’re not there (Hopelessly Hoping)
I look around, and you’re not anywhere
But I still smile at the clouds like a fool (Maybe I Am)
Because I never even saw your face but I still think about you
Final Chorus:
There or here, you’re still near (My Heart)
Old or new, I won’t ever forget you (Never)
20 years gone by, I’ll still see you in the sky (The face I never knew)
And I just want to say what I never said (I Love You)
And tell you that I’ll never stop thinking about you
Ending:
You’re the girl I never knew
But I know you loved me too…
P.S. If that’s you…I think about you every day.
So yeah...tell me what you think, good or bad! :)










Comments
On Tue, Jan 22, 2013 at 3:23 PM, SwiftieKat said:
I'm about to cry, this is so beautiful. xoxo Just wow.
On Sat, Dec 15, 2012 at 7:15 PM, Nicole13Marie13 said:
You're welcome Jeffery.
xXNicoleXx
On Sat, Dec 15, 2012 at 2:39 PM, StarlightNight13 said:
Yeah...I miss her. Thanks Nicole. :)
On Fri, Dec 14, 2012 at 8:17 PM, Nicole13Marie13 said:
Whoa... Knowing who this is about makes this REALLY INSTENSE....... Good job Jeffery.
xXNicoleXx