I haven’t added this to my profile yet
I'm not very good at making friends so I'm keeping this off the forums (also, it seems very volatile atm). I just feel like I'm sort of stuck no matter how hard I try and change. I could run 10 miles a day and stretch for an hour, but I'd still never be as skinny or as athletically fit as I want to be. Still just as unappealing, with lumps of unflattering fat. I could revise every hour...