Ok, so this is my songbook, so far. I have a lot of other sings, but I am still working on getting them online. So, I am going to say what awards I have won with different songs...

Awards: Second place x 2
Allowed me to get into Song Writing Idol at the Auditions

Beautiful Bird

I was a tomboy with a love of dirt bikes
Everyone thought I was strange
But you saw something shine that cold September night
You thought the town was my cage
You looked and said to me

You're a beautiful bird caged
Your soul should forever be free
You're wild as the sea is raged
Don't you change, who you are, be

He said I had so much possibility
I thought he meant 'you and me'
He meant my singing for a dream
Said it would take me where I want to be

You're a beautiful bird caged
Your soul should forever be free
You're wild as the sea is raged
Don't you change, who you are, be

I didn't want to fly
Without him by my side
He was the very best guy

You're a beautiful bird caged
Your soul should forever be free
You're wild as the sea is raged
Don't you change, who you are, be

He didn't have that much money
Well, neither did I
That's alright honey
But it's alright

He taught me so much
Like how to fly
But even love's tender touch
Can't keep me from asking why
He had to set me free

You're a bird no longer caged
Your soul will always be free
You'll forever be as wild as the sea is raged
You're a pretty bird forever free

So much for you and me



Newly Released

Even when life goes ALL wrong

In the hospital room
I saw daddy cry and I haven't seen that in years
That chilly August was full of gloom
It's dark so it covers up my tears

But somebody's got to be strong
Even when life goes all wrong
I'll be strong for them
They can lean on me, I'll be here for them
But, who'll be here for me?

I walk in and see all their red eyes
I put on my very best smile
I crack a joke
to lighten the room
Laughter must I provoke
Weighed down smiles seem to clutter the room

But somebody's got to be strong
Even when life goes all wrong
I'll be strong for them
They can lean on me, I'll be here for them
But, who'll be here for me?

When everyone's asleep
It's okay to weep
But, when anyone's around
I just keep to myself

Everyone knows this is the end
We�ll have broken hearts
And we need help to mend
I�ll help them pick up the parts

But somebody's got to be strong
Even when life goes all wrong
I'll be strong for them
They can lean on me, I'll be here for them
But, who'll be here for me?

Grandpa died at 8:54
I make my way to the door
Cuz� if I don�t I�ll lose it all
But, don�t I have a right to it after all
I don�t cry, but inside I�m collapsing�
You don�t realize how much their worth till their gone
But, life hasn�t gone all wrong

But somebody's got to be strong
Even when life goes all wrong
I'll be strong for them
They can lean on me, I'll be here for them
But, who'll be here for me?

Life s gonna be hard
I�m gonna help out
I don�t always have to be strong



Most Creative Song

Not the Fairy Tale


This is not a fairy tale or a perfect love story
I am alone trying to make sense
That there is no glory
In being alone and when all the love is past tense

Growing up is not the fairy tale we wish it to be
Don't take life too fast it's ok to take it slow
We've all made the mistake to grow up quickly
There is so much more we never know

I'm facing the enemy
On the battlefield all alone
With my army
I'm leading them alone

Growing up is not the fairy tale we wish it to be
Don't take life too fast it's ok to take it slow
We've all made the mistake to grow up quickly
There is so much more we never know

I'm facing the nation
In the spotlight all alone
With their expectation
I'm wowing them alone

Growing up is not the fairy tale we wish it to be
Don't take life too fast it's ok to take it slow
We've all made the mistake to grow up quickly
There is so much more we never know

I'm facing the manager
In the chair all alone
His eyes are like winter
I'm getting the job all alone

Growing up is not the fairy tale we wish it to be
Don't take life too fast it's ok to take it slow
We've all made the mistake to grow up quickly
There is so much more we never know

This is not a fairy tale or a perfect love story
I am alone trying to make sense
That there is no glory
In being alone and when all the love is past tense


On the battlefield all alone
With my army
I'm leading them alone

Growing up is not the fairy tale we wish it to be


Entered for the Final winner's round, results still pending

In the Moonlight


While I'm lying here in the moonlight
Crying over our big fight
I think of all the boys who broke my heart
And tore it all apart
But, I got over it
Just like I'll get over you

Wishing here in the moonlight
After our big fight
That this is not the end of the story line
But, just a bump in the timeline
But whatever I do
If that's not the case I'll still be crying over you

It's late but the sky's brightening up
I'm still wishing that you'd show up
But what I need right now
Is your lips on mine somehow

I look into the moon's bright face
But, I see yours in it's place
I can almost feel your arms
They always worked like charms
I can see your gorgeous smile
The one I hope to see in a while
But, it's not here tonight
After our big fight

Wishing here in the moonlight
After our big fight
That this is not the end of the story line
But, just a bump in the timeline
But whatever I do
If that's not the case I'll still be crying over you

But the last thing I expect to see
Is you on one knee
In the moonlight
After our big fight

Now his heart is forever mine
We'll be doing just fine
In the moonlight
After making things right


This song was entered in Songwriting Idol, it was written by WhiteHorse13 and myself, unfortunately, my grandpa died not long after I entered it, so, I was unable to compete.

Whatever


What's going on ?
Was it something I said ?
What did I do wrong ?
Why are you stuck in my head ?

Too many nights spent
Wishing you'd come back to me,
You can't of understood what it meant
When I gave you the key
To my heart, to my head
Now you wouldn't care if I was dead

Pre chorus:
But you were just a waste of time, baby
You let me down, it's too late for you
To change your mind now

Chorus :
Whatever, Whatever
You're just a boy who's out of touch
But, you're not that clever, not that clever
So it doesn't hurt me all that much

Now you say you want to try again
But all I hear is empty promises
I tried my best, but it was all in vain
Because you destroyed all my wishes
For our future, for our dreams
Now I know you're not what you seem

Chorus :
Whatever, Whatever
You're just a boy who's out of touch
But, you're not that clever, not that clever
So it doesn't hurt me all that much

Years could go by, but you'd never change
It's about time you accept goodbye
I'm leaving the spotlight of center stage
Don't even think about asking me why
You used to be everything
But you're not worth the heartbreak
To give you everything
You were my worst mistake

Miracles happen, but not today
Straight to your face 
Is the only way
I know how to put you in your place




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